It Feels Like Just Yesterday, and at the Same Time It Feels Like Long Ago

So, it's been a week since Dad's funeral.  It's starting to feel a bit more real.  I'm at a loss to describe my feelings about it.  It feels more like I'm empty than I'm sad.

On top of that, I feel like there is a wall between Anita and me.  We're both tiptoeing around each other, not sure what the other is thinking or feeling.

Food Today

8:30am

• Double Espresso
• 1 Slice of 4-4-0
• 1c Cottage Cheese
• 12oz V8

1pm

• 3oz Swiss Cheese
• 2 Slices 4-4-0
• ~1c of Leftover Sauteed Green Beans
• 1 Banana

4pm

• 1 Apple
• 2c Yogurt

7pm

• 1/2 Chicken Breast
• 1c Stir Fried Spinach and Rice
• 1 Banana

10pm

• 6oz Black Bean Chips